Bawaraa Mann

One of my good friend asked me to write about my Wild dreams ... When he said that I thought i had lots of wild dream ,,, but now when i think bout it dont think i have many ... 
One of my friend who is a regular blogger mentioned about this song Bawran Mann .. Song which i had heard 6 years back when i I was alone , away from my family in a cold country ...


Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavri Se Dhadkaane Hain, Bavri Hain Saansen
Bavri Si Karwaton Se, Nindiya Door Bhaage
Bavre Se Nain Chaahe, Bavre Jharokhon Se, Bavre Nazaron Ko Takna.
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Bavre Se Is Jahan Main Bavra Ek Saath Ho
Is Sayani Bheed Main Bas Haathon Mein Tera Haath Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavre Se Pair Chahen, Baavron Tarano Ke, Bavre Se Bol Pe Thirakna.
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Thartharati Low Ho Maddham, Bavri Madhoshiyan
Bavra Ek Ghooghta Chahe, Haule Haule Bin Bataye, Bavre Se Mukhde Se Sarakana,
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

For a week i would keep listening to this song  ... the lyrics , the vocal and the music everything was perfect , perfect for the situation i was in ,,, and now when i think about my Wild dreams , I think of  Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna  ....

My wild dream is actually not wild  -- My dream is someday i want to live just as the way Simmi wants - even for 1-2 day just live my life , not worrying about how Anil will manage how Kids will manage , what will my relatives say ..

All these 30+ yrs have gone trying to be what others wanted me to be - Parents wanted me to be good Daughter - Obidient, Studious, Smart, Independent -- but my one decision and i was no more the daughter they wanted me to be ..

Being wife and mother also has it share of expectations, have to be good mom , lovely supporting wife , and also balance my job ... I already feel burnt out ... want to break free ... Once  in a while a get Onsite opportunities which are welcome break ,,, but still there are so many strings remotely controlling me ... So when i think of my wild dreams ... I think of being alone away far away from all the strings and controls ...
Bavra Mann, ...